Wednesday, June 25, 2008
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I posted this a while back and removed the entry hours later... Posting it back again.
I have been watching a tad too much of Bleach as a form of escapism. I can say that I am merely doing research... keeping up with current issues as a prospective animator, but i know better when I have transgressed.
I no longer have to go for physiotherapy, :) , but I still have to carry on with the prescribed exercises for another 4-6 months. I did my physiotherapy in NYP. Physiotherapy is cool. The physiotherapists were professional. I am pretty amazed by the science of the treatment. I am amused by the various methods of detecting the affected nerves. Furthermore it's something that benefits humankind.
On my first visit, I was pointed out that my right deltoid was visibly smaller than my left. 'Wasted' deltoid. That was the term they used. This was odd since I am right handed. One would expect my right deltoid was bigger, if not balanced. I was quite taken aback that I did not realise that fact. At the same time I was 'glad' that I could see that I was not making the pain up. 'Glad' that it was not something psychosomatic. A visible sign of the condition that I was going through.
The exercises have done me good. Tingling sensation and numbness is hardly an issue for me nowadays. I still need to deal with the weakness issue though. Imagine doing push-ups to your maximum limit... that kind of weakness. I would say my condition is 3 times better now. What better way to test my condition than to take on an animation project. My hands have been itching to get to work anyway. I still have bad days(especially cold mornings) and my right deltoid still needs to grow. But overall, I am thankful that I am healing. Prays that I'll be set when its time to return to school.
Alhamdulillah, I am thankful of what I have. Life is a continuous process of being and growing. One should not be too obsessed of being in control of the future for the future is never certain. This should never make one stop striving for a better future, but rather, it should make one be content that he keeps striving while letting the end result be the realm of Allah, as it has always been.
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On a different note, looking forward to http://www.sgtoyandcomiccon.com over this weekend.
I have been watching a tad too much of Bleach as a form of escapism. I can say that I am merely doing research... keeping up with current issues as a prospective animator, but i know better when I have transgressed.
I no longer have to go for physiotherapy, :) , but I still have to carry on with the prescribed exercises for another 4-6 months. I did my physiotherapy in NYP. Physiotherapy is cool. The physiotherapists were professional. I am pretty amazed by the science of the treatment. I am amused by the various methods of detecting the affected nerves. Furthermore it's something that benefits humankind.
On my first visit, I was pointed out that my right deltoid was visibly smaller than my left. 'Wasted' deltoid. That was the term they used. This was odd since I am right handed. One would expect my right deltoid was bigger, if not balanced. I was quite taken aback that I did not realise that fact. At the same time I was 'glad' that I could see that I was not making the pain up. 'Glad' that it was not something psychosomatic. A visible sign of the condition that I was going through.
The exercises have done me good. Tingling sensation and numbness is hardly an issue for me nowadays. I still need to deal with the weakness issue though. Imagine doing push-ups to your maximum limit... that kind of weakness. I would say my condition is 3 times better now. What better way to test my condition than to take on an animation project. My hands have been itching to get to work anyway. I still have bad days(especially cold mornings) and my right deltoid still needs to grow. But overall, I am thankful that I am healing. Prays that I'll be set when its time to return to school.
Alhamdulillah, I am thankful of what I have. Life is a continuous process of being and growing. One should not be too obsessed of being in control of the future for the future is never certain. This should never make one stop striving for a better future, but rather, it should make one be content that he keeps striving while letting the end result be the realm of Allah, as it has always been.
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On a different note, looking forward to http://www.sgtoyandcomiccon.com over this weekend.
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